Saturday, 24 September 2016

everyday post| Farewell to London

There is always something melancholic about going back to home. I remember that every year I was leaving Italy after a little holiday that I spent there with my family, I was somehow sad even though I was looking forward to our beloved dog as well as to my friends and my lovely room with all of my favourite things. It was like the camp that we were living in somehow became my home, too. And it was difficult to part with that even though I knew that I will be back again the next year...

When I was leaving London it was a little bit different because I spent there a whole year. And in the begining, I hadn't even known whether I was ever going back home. I moved there on my own to start there a new life. I wanted to be independent, speak English, work with books and find my own place to stay. And I did that. I had had everything I wanted but I wasn't happy. Because after a while, I realized that home is something irreplacable. And I have one already...

One thing I know for sure. Before I moved abroad, I always wanted more and more, but London made me want less. Not that I would have lost my ambitions. No, I still have loads of plans and wishes for the future. It's just that I finaly became content and satisfied with what I've got. I just don't need anything more to be happy in my life. And I think that this is actually the reason people have to go abroad - to try firsthand how difficult it is to live there to be able to see how amazing a place their home is.

I don't think I am going to miss something about London in particular. I mean, of course, I will always miss all of those awesome bookshops and antiquarian shops as well as some of the beautiful places like Waterloo and so on. But I will definitely not be missing London altogether, you know. I am and always will be very greatful for all experiences and chances that living in there provided to me, but then again I don't think that London and I had ever belonged together...

4 comments:

  1. Krásný článek a nádherné fotky. Jednou bych chtěla do Londýna zavítat a doufám, že to bude někdy brzo. Všude mě vždy nalákají ty krásné fotky a nádherná architektura. Já bych tak ráda tam odjela na pár dní. :)
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  2. Ahoj Verunko:-)Vis co je na tom nejkrasnejsi, ze vzpominky nam nikdo nevezme, i kdyz se s necim loucis, je jedno, jestli je to clovek, nebo misto. Vzpominky si vzdy odneses s sebou. S pozdravem Jana :-)

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  3. Hezky napsáno. :) Jsi moc odvážná, že ses tam na celý rok vydala. Chápu i tvoje důvody pro návrat, aneb "Home is where the heart is". :) Zkušenost to ale určitě byla. A krásné fotky.. :)

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  4. Nádherné snímky. Taky bych se do Londýna ráda podívala :)

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